You've hurt me - You know how & why !

The way in which I got hurt,

Went brushed away like a dirt,

Bidding a bye is very essential,

Had it been grudge, still its vital,

Looking into the eyes twice,

Do you think you were wise?

You show different faces like a dice,

Your words were completely the worst lies.

You really had the cutest smile,

Talked about everything for a mile,

You dumped me in a garbage pile,

Ditched me in yo very own style,

Pretention is one thing you are good at,

When you needed me I looked like a nut,

After that I was no less than an old hut,

When you realise,you can't have an "if" or "but".

How can a girl be like you,

you are really a smiling flu,

I got stuck like label & glue,

I was just a flush sound in a loo.

Rotten fruit am I in the summer,

Your every action was like a beamer,

Your ignorance was a blow from a hammer,

I just got clinched in a dear crammer.

If it makes you think, I have lost,

Slap yourself, you're just my past,

Not even a penny you cost,

Coz my girl, this world is still vast.

Love - In ma Life

Love - Dawn & Dusk

You're always ma lovely girl,

The richest and rarest pearl,

Hinged in ma heart and soul,

Fabulous beauty on the whole,

Took me easily for granted,

Left me lonely and haunted,

A sweet journey we jaunted,

You're the one I always wanted,

Our chemistry was something bizarre,

Tremendously sensational you were,

Being smart was ma flair,

Your love swung me in the air,

Realised love was real pain,

Ma yearnings went in vain,

Got drenched in sorrowful rain,

Smudged in the sentimental drain,

Was flying like a soaring kite,

Was I yo cake's half bite,

At the end whom did you trait,

Think I was yo best ever bait,

Just for you was I born,

Into several pieces was I torn,

With you ma life saw its dawn,

Now you are just a devil without horn.

Day Before I Saw You

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Day Before I Saw You

Day before I saw you,
I fell in love with you,
My love is just for you,
Stays eva my heart with you,

Struck was I, just by this love,
Dreaming just when and how,
You are my sweety dove,
I’m just a heart-broken fou,

I can’t just wait any long,
Don’t know whether right or wrong,

[2] - I saw you, my heart broke, with pains & sounds,
You saw me, my heart jumped, by leaps and bounds,

[1] - Day before I saw you,
I fell in love with you,
My love is just for you,
Stays eva my heart with you,

[1] - Struck was I, just by this love,
Dreaming just when and how,
You are my sweety dove,
I’m just a heart-broken fou,

Loving you’s my only duty,
You’re such a god damn beauty,
I turned out all mad just seeing you,

[Female] - Coming near my hot sweety,
You are eva my own cutie,
Love neva struck me till seeing you,

I can’t stop dreaming about you, I can neva stop,
You’ll always reside in ma heart, always at top,
In yo eyes, I will neva see a single tear drop.

[1] - Day before I saw you,
I fell in love with you,
My love is just for you,
Stays eva my heart with you,

[1] - Struck was I, just by this love,
Dreaming just when and how,
You are my sweety dove,
I’m just a heart-broken fou.

My first eva Rap Lyric

Put yo Hands up in the Air

Put yo hands up in the air…………
Put yo hands up in the air…………

All the babes ova there, juz loosen up yo hair….
Good, bad or ugly, none has the time to care….

Dropped out of the school,
People call me the brutal fool,
A unique drop of the talent pool,
Attitude is eva & foreva damn cool.

Took out and saw my empty wallet,
Pissing & thinking in the stinking toilet,
Mind was painted with a million colour palette,
My heart eva remains open with a hanging Tolet,

Put yo hands up in the air…………
Put yo hands up in the air…………

All the babes ova there, loosen up yo hair….
Good, bad or ugly, none has the time to care….

Oh yeah, Wath the fuck is this life,
Oh yeah, Who the hell is ma wife,
Is she the one with the flattering smile,
Is she the one who talks the length of the Nile,

Is she someone from the heaven,
Is she the one who heats up like an oven,
Wath the fuck is this dream,
Tell me, where can I shout & scream,

Put yo hands up in the air…………
Put yo hands up in the air…………

All the babes ova there, loosen up yo hair….
Good, bad or ugly, none has the time to care….

Relationship Undefined - 2

Every day I wake up, my eyes could see just her amiable face, virtually
Every moment, I felt myself hidden in her intimate love, perpetually
Sun rose and set, drenched in her caring rain & got wet,
Moon felt jealous over the purity of our love,
Even now I feel clueless, it happened when & how,
Remained tangled were our souls, Sprouting were our ideas like repelling poles,
My voice & eyes kept her mesmerized throughout,
Neva had she thought what do we talk about,
Rested my mind in calmness everytime I saw her eyes,
Twilight smile of hers remained ever cute & nice.
Were our hands clasped within each other,
Moment I felt myself as light as a feather,
Leaning was she, on ma shoulder, elbows crossed
Walking down a way, with both our minds tossed
Knew no clue why are we together,
Only were able to feel the romantic weather,
She whispered "Love you" often in ma ears,
Felt like lived with her a million years,
Stroll did not stop at any point,
Our hearts remained ever buoyant.

"The pen never gets over, the nib never gets dried"

This would be continued... Watch out for that

Relationship Undefined

Walking was I, in a lonely path,
deeper & deeper, through the woods of ma life,

Paused a while, stood by ma side,
whom I thought, could be ma wife,

Chirping birds inside ma calm heart,
Struck my mind like a feathered dart,

Was I collapsed? Was I excited?
An anxiety without any reason?
Busted with a reasonless emotion,
Clueless about what was her notion.

Came close by, whispered in ma ears that she likes me,
Bombardment in ma heart, Was she really talking to me?

Blossomed the budding friendship,
Felt like a dew drop on a tulip.

Care could only quench her emotional thirst,
Without that for a moment, her tender heart will burst.

The day when the angels lost their wings to come down to earth,
The day when the birds stopped chirping to maintain a dead silence,
The day when the sea waves were searching their shallows,
The day when the moon challenged the whiteness of the milk,

Was the day when we told our love, and our souls exchanged a million words.

Smooth went our journey, till we found some thorns on our way,
Carried her in ma arms through out the rough journey, no real words to say.


The ink never gets over & the nib never dries....
Will be continued......

English version of the lyric which I wrote

This is for the guys who could not understand the latest tamil post of mine.
This is a translation of the same, it may sound a little blunt, but any poem is sweet @ its first written language.

So please bear with it.

When I step into your heart, will your heart deny me?
Will my yearning waves touch the shore of your heart?

Will my mute feelings vanish without a trace?
Does my absence makes you feel happy?

My heart bursts into pieces, when your eyes look at mine.
Your prolonging hatred for me scares me to death .

Your heart turned stone hard, when I waited for it to get tender .
If you refuse to speak a word, I will be no more to see tomorrow’s sunshine .

A little glance of yours will dissolve my disturbed thoughts.

My name has been heard at its sweetest when you shout it out.

My favorurite lyric which I wrote

என் நெஞ்சில் குடி ஏறும்போது , உன் நெஞ்சம் எனை ஏற்குமோ
என் கண்ணில் அலையாடும் தவிப்பு , உன் மனதில் கரை சேருமோ

நான் இங்கு படுகின்ற அவஸ்தை , சுவடழிந்து இனி மறையுமோ
உன் மனதில் நான் இல்லை எனினில் , உணகின்று ஆனந்தமோ

கண்ணிரண்டும் இமைக்காமல் பார்த்து , என் இதயம் சிதைந்தோடுதே
கன்னி உந்தன் தீராத வெறுப்பு , காண்கையிலே அச்சுறுத்துதே

கனியும் என்று காத்திருந்த போது , கல்லானதோ உன் இதயமே
இனி ஒரு வார்த்தை நீ பேச மறுத்தால் இல்லை இனி ஓர் உதயமே

சிறு பார்வை நீ இன்று பார்த்தால் , கரைந்தோடும் என் எண்ணமே
ஒரு வார்த்தை நீ இன்று விளித்தால் , மனம் முழுதும் பூ வண்ணமே

If someone is aware of the tune of Ilayaraja's Mood Kapi - Italian Orchestra...

try singing this in that tune...

You can find it better...

Attitude is ma twin

Right from ma budding age, I had always carried an attitude.
When I was a kid, I used to have the attitude "Will be the last one to listen to what the people around have to say about me" and till today I carry it.
Moreover, this attitude has brought in a lot of bad/abusing comments for me but still I cared a damn for everyone of those.I had always stood independant with a high self esteem, and never ever feared to do anything which I loved to do.Another key thing which I believe in is, If you like to do something, do it right then and there, even if the whole world stands against you.
During ma high school days, as I was a quite calm chap @ that time, everyone used to take me for granted if some blame has to be posed upon me.I was not that comfortable to talk to the girls around in ma high school coz had an attitude "Men should be like fire, and shouldn't even give a glance @ any girl".We were a group of alike studs, who hate girls to the core.Even had a printed tee, displaying "I HATE GIRLS".Even if some girl strides away, or stares @ me with a glossy look, I just frown @ her, and start yelling at her, such that not alone she, even her near dears wont even look @ me.At that time, it was fun, and it made me feel "I don't go by any rule of the world, instead I go as if I rule this world".
Today I have the attitude like, "World is a small marble for the focussed and determined man, but the same world is a galaxy of miracles and fortunes for the open minded man".
Attitude has always made me grow through out my life, in a better and legitimate way.
Attitude differed from time to time throughout my ages, but it neva walked away from me and I too neva let it stride away from me.
Attitude did not determine my altitude, but it pumped up ma altitude.
So I won't deny @ anytime to prudly yell out Attitude is ma Twin.

The day I saw this planet

The journey started one fine tuesday @ early morning, when the first male child of my family was born, none other than myself.When the whole country was in dead silence, I was born and till today, my thoughts always rest in the same dead silence.My whole family was immersed in the ocean of joy.Right from that day, till my kinder garden days, I was such a calm child where most of ma relatives would say, we can even take care of 100 children if they are like me.Even today, it would tickle me for a laughter if I re-hear those words in ma mind.
Today, I stand out tall and bask in the glory of my success in ma career, just because of the days I had spent my early days in the darkness.This is just a gist of how my journey started and have continued till today.More to come... The nib never dries and the ink never stops flowing...