
A bondage that is so strong since my early childhood. He was my life savior and I will say he has been one of my best friends and companions ever. The one to whom I have talked the most in my life. He never got bored of my stupid talks and blabbering. Sometimes I just yell and scream at him but he still has maintained the calmness and preserved the coolness in him. As like I was the only son, he too was one. People used to make fun of us as we were loners in their perception but actually we were one body two souls. A little strange to hear but that was the fact. He was not normal by nature but he was so sweet. Whenever he is there with me, people would make fun of me for tagging him along. Despite of all these, never have I regretted his presence with me. Rather than getting pissed at the people who made fun, he asked me to talk less or rather not talk at sometimes. The whole credit of me being a good writer today goes to him. He made me write my thoughts and emotions that I wanted to tell and share it with anyone. He filled the vacuum space that existed in my loneliness with loads and loads of scriptures. The same people who did not like me because of his companionship once upon a point started liking my writings and poems without knowing that he is the core backbone behind all these.
Once I gained the confidence of expressing my thoughts, I started to speak out to people. The only time I forget him totally is when I’m singing. I totally lose myself and will have no idea about his presence or whereabouts. As days passed by, I started making more and more friends and turning into a total chatterbox and in parallel, my dear old friend started getting isolated from me with rare meet ups. Even then, he never missed important situations like my seminars, interviews and speeches. He ensured his presence strongly and filled my nostalgia with his tremendous influence. At one point of time, I betrayed him very badly when I had to choose between my career and friendship, I had to leave him at least for my future and my parent’s long time wish. The moment he left me, plates started turning around and my career took a jet flow. From thereafter, there was no looking back and everything was just zipping through the wind with a midas touch in my career. The only thing that I was missing was the challenge that he had given me to achieve things in my life. When he used to be there, both of us together have faced the challenges and successfully shattered the obstacles and reached the chequered flag with ease.
Though he was not as easy and normal to have him around as a friend, I never complained about him. He was the sign of my intelligence and sharpness of brain. Neither would anyone will get the boon of having such a friend along with them for so long and nor will anyone like a company of him for a long time unlike me. I owe you many of my skills and talents that I have acquired today, which are enjoyed by the people who mocked you once and people who does not even know about your presence anytime in my life.
The dear friend I was talking about all this while was none other than my STAMMERING that I had for almost 15-20 years with me :) Miss you :)
- B (Scribble Writing Works)

