Why did I choose you !!!

Out from a trillion why did I choose you,

Did not I even come across a pretty few,

The love literally bashed me on my face,

I just fell for you as still my heart says,

The day I saw you I fell deeply and madly in love,

I buried it the very moment I knew t'was impossible,

I carried it all through even I could've told ya,

Day by day it was buried deeper and had hit ma heart,

You used to be so close to me, just a shout away from me,

I use to decide to tell ya the love that I had for you,

Your innocence and affection pulled me back

I just stood so clueless and dumb many a times

I loved you more when I came to know you were not mine,

Since that moment nothing in ma heart was running fine,

I gasped and choked within myself everytime I saw you,

I had too many things in ma head which was so very new,

I saw the friend in you, the love that you showered,

The sweet way you took care of me totally empowered,

I still was in a toggled state of mind knowing nothing to do,

Alas I made up my mind to come and say that I love u too,

This was so not me, being so called romantic and sweet,

Everything has changed in me and ma life all over,

I really don't have a clue about how all these were destined,

Whateva it is, you will always reside in ma heart and mind.

- B :)